maverick's truth

Once upon a time, I had decided that I was going to go to grad school in computer science and probably go on to get my PhD.

Then, I decided that computer science wasn't really for me, so I started an after degree in religious studies.

Then, I decided that I was going to go to grad school in religious studies and probably go on to get my PhD.

Then, I decided that research wasn't really for me, so I decided that I wouldn't go to grad school. (This was the beginning of September)

Then, I decided that I was getting tired of school and just needed a break before going to grad school. (This was a few weeks ago)

Then, I realized that if I took a break and got a job, I probably wouldn't go back to grad school. (This has been the past week)

Now?

Now I just don't know what to do.